Monday, October 21, 2013
Conflicted
It happens at a point in one's life that he is caught between so many choices that he would rather chose none. Although aware of the damage he continuously inflicts upon himself this way, his choice still remains not choosing, for even at the point where we know change is necessary, we hate it, as no change is made without surpassing the difficulties it brings. At times like these, we prefer a slight discomfort, and we learn to live with it, instead of facing the greater challenge and getting what we want to get. Should I go for it? Should i let it be ? Do I want this? Why do I want this? Will I regret this later ? ...these are questions that will remain unanswered for this one, for as long as he is not ready to take the leap of faith needed, he will remain conflicted.
Monday, June 24, 2013
Ten Minutes
10 Minutes
We all are complex beings, so capable of experiencing life to its fullest, yet we always tend to refrain ourselves from it. Still, whenever we really want to do it, we don't need more than ten minutes. I'm a man of many passions, and I've discovered so many things that I can fully enjoy in those brief moments, but i'm always eager to find the next one, and satisfied once I do. Today I want ten minutes. I want to feel life with all its richness, I want to quit the boring and the everyday, I want to take my time with somebody, I want to make those ten minutes count. Why ? Because I am aware that I won't live forever, and so I try to get the most out of my life, to make the best out of situations, to be happy, content and still eager for more wherever I'd find myself in life. Those ten minutes, I want to breathe in, to see through and inside of a person, to get a sunburn, so i'd know that i'm alive , and , for ten minutes, I want to truly feel the blood flowing through my veins, to feel that i'm imbued with emotion, to seize those moments, and make a memory out of them. Why, again ? Because, in the end ... all life is, is ten minutes spent well.
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Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Untouched by the haste - Learn more, be more, love more, live more.
We youngsters have so much time ... all the time in the world, one could say.. yet we always act like we don't have any, we are always on the run ... we don't take our time to do the things we really enjoy doing, our concept of relaxation has been derived from doing something we love to doing nothing at all, and we succumb to flatness, and take some time to relax without ever fully enjoying it. We are in such a rush to achieve something that we often forget to live, to learn, to experience, to enjoy. As we grow old, most of us learn life's lesson the hard way, and only then start to cherish time, as it is, in the end, the essence of US. When we know we're running out of time, we stop wasting it, we start doing what we like to, we say what we mean regardless of other people's opinions, we take hours-long walks just so that we breathe in the world that has shaped us to this end, we become genuinely interested in others, engaging in conversations stripped of small-talk, for we now know that small-talk is nothing but waste of time. When we're stripped of youth and life-force, we tend to learn more, be more, love more, live more. Still, we're young, for the time being... let's not waste our time around doing nothing, let's not waste it by wanting it to fast-forward, let's not let our very lives go to waste by living on the hurry, and instead let's learn more, be more, love more, live more.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
The Pawn
We're all just pawns
Subject to falling;
We're unaware, but doomed to die
Upon our souls the dark is calling,
To cease existence of our kind.
Now with the sun that sets each night
We charge into the blackness.
But the Sun sets not West, but North,
Where, driven weary by the cold,
He sees his light dim, goes to rest,
Trusting to us the one last test.
And we, like Him, are setting now.
With nothing that would break our fall,
Our lights will dim once and for all
And in the dark we will grow cold,
Way colder than the stones of old,
And stripped of mind and souls we'll wander
Into its depths forever.
But from adark there shines one light
For the once lost ways are now found
The pages, hidden, were revealed
And our minds and souls unsealed
So we would cease from being pawns
Into the hands of others.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
The Journal
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The Photograph isn't mine, though the copyright was shared with me by
so that you could enjoy an
EPIC STORY
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The Setting
Year 2080, 24th of February, Romania. Humanity has spent the last two centuries in complete moral and intellectual decline, and the last seven years were way worse than whatever anybody would have expected. Our ancestors' valuables were defiled, and people started to promote the lack of taste in everything, be it music, entertainment, even lifestyle. As the mental strength of the people has reached rock bottom, encouraged by the actions of most, a party of Illiterates assumed world leadership, imposing a reign of terror. So that nobody could rebel, the old and wise were brutally killed, taking their knowledge to their graves. In order to keep the power their own, children were encouraged to watch tv shows meant to brainwash the masses. All books were to be burned, all music that instigates to thinking was to be purged, and art as we know it was erased from the face of the earth and replaced with what used to be kitsch. The decree of 2017 claimed that all who are seen carrying books shall be publicly executed, and the books burned. However, there were some that foresaw this, and taught their young from an early age, so that they would not be lead astray by the leadership's imbecillization methods. To ensure that human culture would see this horror through, they taught them how to hide their knowledge and act like everyone else until they would gather the forces needed to deliver their generation from the once-to-set-in idiocracy.The plot
Chapter 1 :________________________________________________________________________________
This is the Journal of Darius Preda. I will, once again, begin this page by writing, like my old man did before me,that if this journal should be found, it should be kept a secret at all costs, until the resistance is ready to strike. Like my father, I have come of old age, and along with the benefits of a long life's wisdom, I have my body dragging me down. Even though I have lived all my life without being able to express myself as an individual other than through this journal and within the resistance, I have not lost hope. What is more, I have yet grown hopeful once again. The resistance is strong, we have managed to put together a small, but significant piece of what once amounted our culture. With the knowledge we now possess we can pose a threat to the government. Right now, though, it is still time for us to wait and see.More and more seem to be joining our cause, and some of us seem to be developing that which our parents called love. The fruit of that started to show among us. As we could not put newborns into this world, we raise them inside the resistance, watching them carefully so that they would not be endangered, and teaching them our ways and goals, should we not be able to strike within our lifetimes.
I pray to God at the very beginning and ending of my everyday, and my only prayer is that I would live to see the new world, to see my people free, to see the idiots purged from the earth, the children receiving proper education, and individuality be once again allowed. I am on a train now, I can not afford to be seen writing. As I see somebody enter the wagon, our story will have to resume another time.
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Chapter 2 :
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Once again, I am in the place of safety that is the resistance's headquarters.I have spoken to my lieutenant, and he is confident that we can finally make the move against the oppressors.
Even though I admire his fire, I do not share his view. He was born and grew before my eyes, and even since his parents were publicly beheaded, I took him in and raised him as my own son. He started out to become a great man, and he has achieved more in his 22 years than my own father had at that age, but he is still young, green, inexperienced. I horribly fear that he is not prepared to face the reality of what we live in. When the illiterate uprising started, even though there were some who saw it coming, even though they had an intact culture, they could not face their opponents' numbers. Although I would love him to be right, as my only wish is that our liberation was yesterday, I know for a fact that if we set out to strike now, we are doomed to extinction, and another resistance may never be formed. We are all that humanity has left, so we must proceed with extreme caution. I know better, but, from what I read, my attitude would render me as a tired old man with a stick up his ass back in my father's day, and right when I talked to Dan, my lieutenant, I feared that our different perspective would result in a disaster.
Fortunately, his father and I raised him better than that, and he finally chose to listen to the voice of reason. Slowly but steadily, we are arming ourselves, not only with knowledge, but firearms and war strategies as well. Normally, as weapons are generally easily accessible, we would just buy them, but the Council of Illiteracy would suspect us in the event that we would not use them right away. Despite the masses being idiots, those up-high are slick, and know what they raised. They know what to expect of them. Should we break the pattern, we would immediately be apprehended, so we resorted to arming ourselves our own ways.
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Chapter 3 :
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We thought this through. A coup d'état would not suffice to end what we find ourselves living. Romania itself, my father's country is the perfect example. We need to find a way of changing the way people think before we start to bloody our hands. The masses are just weak minds, imbeciles. Although they are in a state of indescribable moral decay, they are not yet beyond salvation. Them being weak minds means they can be shaped with ease, just like a skilled potter shapes his mud and clay to make perfect lines that others would call art. The real problem is that we need to start from the root of all evil : The Council. Out of everyone, they are the only ones so stuck in their wicked ways that nothing can move them but the fire of death. First of all, though, we would need a way to slowly force the crowds to think for themselves, without it showing on the council's radar until it will be too late for them to do anything. My Captain, 'Day, inherited from his grandfather through harsh everyday training the skill of hacking. At his initiative, we have started recording our own TV shows, creating our own websites and virtual intelligence programs, so that we could later use them as the council, switching their evil media material with our own on their own frequency. 'Day has assured me that the procedure is untraceable. Today, we have initiated it, we will wait until we see results.
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Chapter 4 :
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Eight Years have passed. We are now in the year 2088. Today, February 24th, I have aged 65.
The last years have been harsh to the world, but nevertheless, good to our cause. 'Day's procedure has given the first notable result two years ago, when the news announced the brutal slaughter of a eight-year old for drawing a winged slug, the representation of that which is outside reality being prohibited. We knew that day, a cold December day, on my father's anniversary, the 16th of the month, that we will one day defeat the oppression, and that that day will come soon. Over the last six years, one billion human beings have been ruthlessly butchered because of our attempt.We were in constant mourning for those whose lives were severed so abruptly, but, in the end, we coped with it, knowing that nothing great comes without great sacrifice. Even after the massacres stopped, we continue praying for the souls of those who died for the cause, whether they were aware of it or not. The sacrifices were almost unbearable, but our gamble was not short of results. The crowds were becoming more and more susceptible to our movement. After we got the hang of how our broadcasts work on them, we began to approach people, and recruit them to our orders. Once they made it within our ranks, we would commence teaching them our ways and culture, so that they would understand our cause and our goals. The resistance is now stronger than ever. We are ready to strike.
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Chapter 5 :
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The resistance was ready to strike and go on a full-scale war. Our numbers were good, and getting better by day, our will was strong and our faith was burning. However, seeing the way things were going, I refused to allow any more useless bloodshed. I chose a more secure path, mitigating the possible losses. Although I do not fully know what it was used for in the past, I have learned a great deal of things through my father's collection of one particular series of books : The Assassin's Creed. I learned there that numbers are not what matter, but skill. So I have given the order to assemble the best ten solders, so that their skins would be honed.
It took two more years, truth be told, but when the elite was ready, nobody in the resistance regretted trusting me with the decision I made. Even though it took a great deal of time, it seemed to have been annulled in importance considering the manpower we would have lost, would we have gone to war that day. Each of the assassins were trained specifically for one target, so that nothing would diminish their focus. There were ten in the council, and one of our men to take each of them down. Given their training, the victory over the council itself was by far the easiest part in our war. Before I gave the go signal for the assassination, though, there was one thing that needed doing. Since there was no way that the council could counterattack so quickly, we mobilized all the members of our resistance, and after i gave them a speech to boost their courage, I sent them in the world to begin the teaching of the masses. We drew forth the less subtle programmes, and, in the meanwhile, we sent the strike team. Our explosive reaction was unexpected by the council, and it acted as a diversion for them, thus giving their assassination a certain element of surprise. As expected, by the time they could do something, they were as dead as dead can be. We have succeeded. We have pulled through, the era of idiocy is ended. to this day, we are still feeling the effects of it, but we need to keep working in order to restore what we once were.
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Chapter 6 :
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Year 2100; February 25th; This is the Journal of Dan Ciolloi, nephew of Bogdan, stepson of Darius. We stand ten years from our liberation. Although we are now free, and still fighting to restore ourselves, much was lost. The sacrifices made to end the reign of terror left us scarred, impaired. But thanks to those who fought regardless of circumstances, we are now truly free. My beloved father passed away yesterday night, February 24th, at the age of 77, after a life of constant struggle. He struggled not for himself, but for humanity, so that we, and the generations that will come, could have a decent life. I am grateful for him, and thank God that I had a chance to say goodbye. Out of everyone that died for the cause, his sacrifice was the greatest. He took upon himself the burden of all, he did what he thought, and later proved was best, even though there was nobody to support him. Even I had not once considered him delusional or too afraid to act, when all he did was mitigating possible losses. Like the wise man he was, his final words were ones of true wisdom : " Cherish what you have, live as you would if you would die today, learn something everyday, don't be an idiot, and do not let anybody fall into this pit again, for humanity might not be able to face it." . Thus has ended the life of Darius Preda, however, he shall never be forgotten. Two years ago, the liberated raised him statues along the capitals of the world : New York, Moscow, Paris, Rome, as a reminder of the sacrifices made for all to have a free world, and of the terrors that reigned over the world for almost a century. So that he would know he was loved, he was decreed by the Vox Populi as Darius The Wise, one week before his death. I know that, knowing we have started a new world order, he died not only in peace, but with a smile on his face, bestowing upon all of us a higher power of hope.
To my son, and his son, and his sons after him, shall they come of age : Never ignore the power of information, but cherish it, and hang on to it, for not only is it the greatest power on earth, but the lack of it always causes mayhem. May this journal guide you to a life free of idiocy.
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Chapter 2 :
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Once again, I am in the place of safety that is the resistance's headquarters.I have spoken to my lieutenant, and he is confident that we can finally make the move against the oppressors.
Even though I admire his fire, I do not share his view. He was born and grew before my eyes, and even since his parents were publicly beheaded, I took him in and raised him as my own son. He started out to become a great man, and he has achieved more in his 22 years than my own father had at that age, but he is still young, green, inexperienced. I horribly fear that he is not prepared to face the reality of what we live in. When the illiterate uprising started, even though there were some who saw it coming, even though they had an intact culture, they could not face their opponents' numbers. Although I would love him to be right, as my only wish is that our liberation was yesterday, I know for a fact that if we set out to strike now, we are doomed to extinction, and another resistance may never be formed. We are all that humanity has left, so we must proceed with extreme caution. I know better, but, from what I read, my attitude would render me as a tired old man with a stick up his ass back in my father's day, and right when I talked to Dan, my lieutenant, I feared that our different perspective would result in a disaster.
Fortunately, his father and I raised him better than that, and he finally chose to listen to the voice of reason. Slowly but steadily, we are arming ourselves, not only with knowledge, but firearms and war strategies as well. Normally, as weapons are generally easily accessible, we would just buy them, but the Council of Illiteracy would suspect us in the event that we would not use them right away. Despite the masses being idiots, those up-high are slick, and know what they raised. They know what to expect of them. Should we break the pattern, we would immediately be apprehended, so we resorted to arming ourselves our own ways.
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Chapter 3 :
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We thought this through. A coup d'état would not suffice to end what we find ourselves living. Romania itself, my father's country is the perfect example. We need to find a way of changing the way people think before we start to bloody our hands. The masses are just weak minds, imbeciles. Although they are in a state of indescribable moral decay, they are not yet beyond salvation. Them being weak minds means they can be shaped with ease, just like a skilled potter shapes his mud and clay to make perfect lines that others would call art. The real problem is that we need to start from the root of all evil : The Council. Out of everyone, they are the only ones so stuck in their wicked ways that nothing can move them but the fire of death. First of all, though, we would need a way to slowly force the crowds to think for themselves, without it showing on the council's radar until it will be too late for them to do anything. My Captain, 'Day, inherited from his grandfather through harsh everyday training the skill of hacking. At his initiative, we have started recording our own TV shows, creating our own websites and virtual intelligence programs, so that we could later use them as the council, switching their evil media material with our own on their own frequency. 'Day has assured me that the procedure is untraceable. Today, we have initiated it, we will wait until we see results.
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Chapter 4 :
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Eight Years have passed. We are now in the year 2088. Today, February 24th, I have aged 65.
The last years have been harsh to the world, but nevertheless, good to our cause. 'Day's procedure has given the first notable result two years ago, when the news announced the brutal slaughter of a eight-year old for drawing a winged slug, the representation of that which is outside reality being prohibited. We knew that day, a cold December day, on my father's anniversary, the 16th of the month, that we will one day defeat the oppression, and that that day will come soon. Over the last six years, one billion human beings have been ruthlessly butchered because of our attempt.We were in constant mourning for those whose lives were severed so abruptly, but, in the end, we coped with it, knowing that nothing great comes without great sacrifice. Even after the massacres stopped, we continue praying for the souls of those who died for the cause, whether they were aware of it or not. The sacrifices were almost unbearable, but our gamble was not short of results. The crowds were becoming more and more susceptible to our movement. After we got the hang of how our broadcasts work on them, we began to approach people, and recruit them to our orders. Once they made it within our ranks, we would commence teaching them our ways and culture, so that they would understand our cause and our goals. The resistance is now stronger than ever. We are ready to strike.
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Chapter 5 :
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The resistance was ready to strike and go on a full-scale war. Our numbers were good, and getting better by day, our will was strong and our faith was burning. However, seeing the way things were going, I refused to allow any more useless bloodshed. I chose a more secure path, mitigating the possible losses. Although I do not fully know what it was used for in the past, I have learned a great deal of things through my father's collection of one particular series of books : The Assassin's Creed. I learned there that numbers are not what matter, but skill. So I have given the order to assemble the best ten solders, so that their skins would be honed.
It took two more years, truth be told, but when the elite was ready, nobody in the resistance regretted trusting me with the decision I made. Even though it took a great deal of time, it seemed to have been annulled in importance considering the manpower we would have lost, would we have gone to war that day. Each of the assassins were trained specifically for one target, so that nothing would diminish their focus. There were ten in the council, and one of our men to take each of them down. Given their training, the victory over the council itself was by far the easiest part in our war. Before I gave the go signal for the assassination, though, there was one thing that needed doing. Since there was no way that the council could counterattack so quickly, we mobilized all the members of our resistance, and after i gave them a speech to boost their courage, I sent them in the world to begin the teaching of the masses. We drew forth the less subtle programmes, and, in the meanwhile, we sent the strike team. Our explosive reaction was unexpected by the council, and it acted as a diversion for them, thus giving their assassination a certain element of surprise. As expected, by the time they could do something, they were as dead as dead can be. We have succeeded. We have pulled through, the era of idiocy is ended. to this day, we are still feeling the effects of it, but we need to keep working in order to restore what we once were.
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Chapter 6 :
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Year 2100; February 25th; This is the Journal of Dan Ciolloi, nephew of Bogdan, stepson of Darius. We stand ten years from our liberation. Although we are now free, and still fighting to restore ourselves, much was lost. The sacrifices made to end the reign of terror left us scarred, impaired. But thanks to those who fought regardless of circumstances, we are now truly free. My beloved father passed away yesterday night, February 24th, at the age of 77, after a life of constant struggle. He struggled not for himself, but for humanity, so that we, and the generations that will come, could have a decent life. I am grateful for him, and thank God that I had a chance to say goodbye. Out of everyone that died for the cause, his sacrifice was the greatest. He took upon himself the burden of all, he did what he thought, and later proved was best, even though there was nobody to support him. Even I had not once considered him delusional or too afraid to act, when all he did was mitigating possible losses. Like the wise man he was, his final words were ones of true wisdom : " Cherish what you have, live as you would if you would die today, learn something everyday, don't be an idiot, and do not let anybody fall into this pit again, for humanity might not be able to face it." . Thus has ended the life of Darius Preda, however, he shall never be forgotten. Two years ago, the liberated raised him statues along the capitals of the world : New York, Moscow, Paris, Rome, as a reminder of the sacrifices made for all to have a free world, and of the terrors that reigned over the world for almost a century. So that he would know he was loved, he was decreed by the Vox Populi as Darius The Wise, one week before his death. I know that, knowing we have started a new world order, he died not only in peace, but with a smile on his face, bestowing upon all of us a higher power of hope.
To my son, and his son, and his sons after him, shall they come of age : Never ignore the power of information, but cherish it, and hang on to it, for not only is it the greatest power on earth, but the lack of it always causes mayhem. May this journal guide you to a life free of idiocy.
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The end.
Friday, February 8, 2013
Inverted Flight
Even though we hate to admit it, the main reason for our failures, those to blame for them, are no others than ourselves. Regardless of how hard working we are, we always create obstacles for ourselves, we strive hard to reach a goal and when we're a few inches away from it, we hold back, we lose interest, we lose ourselves. Whenever we are close to greatness, we tend to back down, and the reason for it is that actually achieving something scares us. The thought of not being able to reach that level again is harrowing, and so we keep spinning in a vicious circle, in a vortex, wrapping our legs around, trapping ourselves in an inverted flight, towards an imminent fall. Still, there comes a time when, after many defeats, we learn how to use our wings, we set the focus to a goal and never let go, spread them and charge into the yet unknown with new strengths, and the wisdom to face the horror and carry on for a change.
The natural flow of life
If I learned anything along all these years, is that you can't defeat stupidity.Even if you take down the layer of ignorance, the thick armor that imbecility is will never yield.Unlike everything else in this world, stupidity is infinite, it has no boundaries, think it can't get worse than a given limit, and it will surprise you by exceeding it at unimaginable lengths. You can try and make SOME change, but I'm afraid nobody will ever be able to purge it from the world. Tired of fighting it, I took a good piece of advice from the Beatles: I learned to let it be. Even though they are sometimes hard to ignore, if we chose to turn away from them and enjoy the good things life has to offer, everything will continue in following its natural flow.
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